A few weeks ago I had an unusual modeling job. It was unusual for several reasons: I’m mostly working on art these days, it was to be shot entirely on instant film, the photographer is actually a writer, and the look requested was described as “dreamy” and “timeless” – a far cry from my usual repertoire. Also, it was to be set in England, where I hadn’t set foot since 2009, save for that brief visit in April.

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After a few weeks of coordinating, my request for cliffs and water was answered with Beachy Head – a chalk headland in Southern England, with its highest point towering over 530 feet above sea level.

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The sun was out in surprising force that day. Leave it to me to get a sunburn in England, I thought, as we set up on the warm, white rocks after a two-hour train ride from Victoria station. I’d been awake since 4am, having flown in that morning; Armed with RedBull and ready to do my dreamiest.

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I’ll make a separate post, or, more likely, series of posts, dedicated to SF’s photos, but here is one, to give you an idea of what we were after here:

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It was a strange sensation, trying to portray a secret ritual on a sunny day, in front of a stranger, even though I’d had a very similar experience a few weeks prior for an upcoming magazine editorial.

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As I climbed the powdery rocks, skipped across the water and did my best to save my borrowed white dress and its stingy bust from malfunction, I let my mind wander to what I wanted most.

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Steel clouds gathered on the horizon. We raced against their forecast until cold wind swept across the water, then packed in a rush.

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Thick drops fell with loud plops as we climbed, then rushed across the lush green up top.

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Everything seemed to glow and thunder bellowed, advancing. The air was completely still, warm.

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Then, lightning tore the sky over the water. I photographed the fast-approaching, heavy curtains of rain before we had to run for cover.

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The sky ruptured. After a long, though not entirely unpleasant wait under a shop awning, we were in a taxi, off to the best fish and chips of my life and then, to London.

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More about this trip to come.

Until the Future!