This is a copy of an article that just went up on Coilhouse. It’s important for me to post it here, as well, with the new year just around the corner. To what lies ahead!
It’s been a fun-filled, illuminating, topsy-turvy rocket ride, but over four incredible years since we launched Coilhouse, the time has come for me to move on. The need to focus on creating versus curating has been nagging at me for the duration of this endeavor, first softly and then louder, until it grew into a din which could no longer be ignored. And why should it? It’s been an amazing four years and six issues – years and issues I’ll always be proud of, especially now that our fated Constructivist installment is out in the world. Listing all my fond Coil-memories would take ages, but here are a few that immediately stand out:
- The fateful meeting of The Three at SDCC 2007, while I was posing for Dr. Sketchy’s
- Brainstorming nights at Nova Express [RIP] and celebrating at The Edison
- Me wheat-pasting Coilposters all over LA under the cover of night
- Cracking open the first box of fresh Issue 01s
- Sticking home-made Coilhouse labels to bottles of two-buck-chuck at our launch party after taking a dive from my roof onto my balcony to make it there in time
- Climbing over the velvet rope at The Edison with Nadya to assail Ron Moore for an interview
- Wandering through Clive Barker’s home studio, and plopping into his canopy bed overlooking a blooming hillside
- Over-caffeinated red-penning of massive Kinko’s printouts before going to print
- Merch design marathons
- Three-hour conference calls devolving into fits of cackling and fart jokes
- Receiving LA’s Best Design Aesthetic award with Courtney Riot
- Grant and Kristan Morrison’s photo shoot with Allan Amato for Issue 04, which resulted in a beautiful friendship
- Tea and Cookies with Coilhouse over at Whitechapel
- At the risk of death by pigeon poop, exploring a beautiful crumbling Downtown building with Andrew Yoon for our Issue 05 Shoes shoot
- Carpal tunnel-y signing of I-don’t-know-how-many issues of #05 on our Circulation Director’s floor
- Hours upon hours of fevered Googlemancery, always
In addition to being an immensely emotionally rewarding experience, the Coilventure was an invaluable learning experience of everything from the thorny path of publishing to the intricacies of collaboration. I’m leaving a different person than when we began, with vastly expanded horizons, vocabulary and skill-set, for which I’m grateful. And while we’re on the topic of appreciation, I want to extend a heartfelt Thank You to the entire Coilhouse family – my co-editors, our brilliant design team, our steadfast interns, our dedicated ad manager, our circulation director, our numerous, generous friends and the entire Coilhouse readership for their encouragement, insight, contributions and when need be, honest critique. Your support through this experience means more than I can express.
As for The Future, it’s open wide. I recently returned from the Amazon jungle, where I taught an art workshop and created a mural at a school. Now I’m weighing options, regrouping, and, much to my heart’s relief and gratitude, finally working on a new series of paintings dedicated to beastly flora.
So that, as they say, is that. I wish Mer and Nadya the best of luck in keeping the Coilship a-chuggin’ while I board a rocket of my own and zoom into uncharted worlds. See you all in space and/or the future!
Kotik, great post! Tres comme if faut.
Merçi, maman!
So sad, yet so happy! Best of luck!
Will you still be contributing, though? I feel like your section inks are such an indelible (ooo pun) part of the print mag. I still have my Zo-bot designed Coilhouse t-shirt that only gets pulled for the highest of social functions, as well.
In any case, don’t be a stranger and don’t disappear, and GOOD LUCK! MWAH!
Thanks for the mwahs and the well-wishes, Rick! It’s great to hear my T-shirt design is being held in such high regard.
As far as contributing goes, at this point I’m focusing on fine art and photography, but who knows what the future may hold ?
Well then I guess I shall just watch this space, as they say.
I had noticed the lack of articles of yours, however, I amquite astonished to read this! and a bit sad as well. I was reading the last Coilhouse issue on the train the other day, reminding me everything this very magazine meant to me. True, I listed tons of stuff I just HAD to do moment after reading it, reading Coilhouse makes me want to improve myself, to do better.
I felt this was in the works, so the article doesn’t come as a surprise.
As I said there: I wish you the best for the future and hope we’ll see bits of it here :) .
And I agree with Rick, I have Coilhouse’s visual identity tightly linked with your work, and if you decide to contribute from time to time, it will be a joy seeing your pieces there.
La Môme Néant – I’m sorry this saddens you and want to say that the ideas that drive Coilhouse aren’t going anywhere. I hope your list items are getting crossed off as we speak! <3
Ana, I read your comment on the CH site and now, here, and want to say thank you for taking the time to leave some warmth in this time of transition. I’ll definitely keep posting here and wherever else the year takes me!
Space watch out! An awesome fireball is heading your way. Good luck with the new things to come for you. Us readers, will miss you much. X
Not to worry – it’s only Coilhouse I’ve left, not the internet :)
I can def understand that interesting and strange line between creating and curating, both take up such a huge chunk of time – it seems right for you to chose one over another at this point!
This can only mean more great things from you, so, I’m expecting it, gal ;D
Oh wow, I look forward to seeing more art, I love what I have seen so far. It’s always good to move on from something if it’s not feeling right anymore, good luck! x
I first saw your work in Coilhouse and it was partially your art that drew me in. So thank you for that, my life is richer for it.
I’ll look forward to seeing your art here instead
I cannot wait to see what you do 2012. Congratulations, friend!
I was extremely saddened to read this post- it was through your website and because I enjoyed your site articles so much that I purchased my first issue of Coilhouse. I’ve bought all the issues subsequently and have loved every one of them. I’ll be looking forward to seeing more of your own work in the future though, and am hoping that this now means there will be both Coilhouse and more Zoetica!
Just wanted to pop back in here and say thank you to all of you for the warmth and the encouragement. SMOOSH!
to the future!
I love your pixel portrait, i’m thinking about doing one in needlepoint. I’m also sticking to only pixel games at the moment. gotta love it.
create :)
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